Before you begin looking through my website, I’d like you gain a little insight into who I am ... not a psychopath, nutcase, “tinfoil nut”, weirdo, unintelligent, superintelligent ... just me. Nothing special other than how I normally love life and all it entails: family, friends, wind in my hair, big fluffy snowflakes, sunrise after a winter storm when everything twinkles. I’ve always chosen to to wake up every day as if it’s Christmas: remembering the joy and magic of the day with the eyes of the child I was anticipating what’s to come ... as a gift from God ... I was a marketer living in Chicago, living my life like everyone else. Not working for the government, top secret projects, wasn’t into conspiracy. or theories. Theories are theories. Science is a theory based on life. Theories are tested. The question of conspiracies of ‘mind control’, HAARP, Project Montauk, Philadelphia Experiment, etc. all have one basic commonality: they are all government ‘black budget’ projects. Black budget in the name of national security. After watching some of my videos of what I’m living through and other research on mind control, HAARP, weather control, brainwaves, etc. you need to realize these are true... not theories. The theories of the ‘conspiracies’ are being tested and we are the test subjects! Other than that, only time tells the whole story.  The following few paragraphs are a more insight into who I am and a few of the ‘mind control’ dreams I remember being interrrogated about; quite nicely--not all of them are: The government and my view of news and anything we see can be best explained by: prior and after 911, the news media was showing many pictures of Sadam Husein (?spelling?) and his army out in the desert. They were all wearing fatigues and had their faces covered. My question then was: who is holding the camera taking these pictures? why are they there taking these pictures? why do they want us to see these pictures? and are they really who the news media is telling us-- they have their faces covered, wearing the same fatigues as our soldiers. From the war we fought against Serbia, which wasn’t much of a war just dropping bombs on a country who couldn’t fight our technology: the news media was standing in a grave of supposed Muslims who were ‘recently’ slaughtered enmasse. The news reporter was actually standing in an old grave with Catholic tombstones of Serbs who died enmass over a perioed of many years. The oddest thing about this war against Serbia is they were fighting the same people we would be fighting later after 911. I had many ‘dreams’ my entire life about the ‘end of the world’. One that was horrifying and recurring two years before 911 was ‘my sister blew me up night after night with jet fuel in my house. Mutliple different ways that felt like I was in my living room or my bedroom. Then, multiple times, i started falling from a huge height and dying. Then I brought a prisoner my grandmothers quilt’ he was stuck in a cell’. This was every night for over two months at least three times a night. It wasn’t until 911 that I was able to put it together. During the past 3 years, HAARPists have been putting more twists to these dreams. Now, I realize these people, HAARPists mind controllers’ have been using remote viewing, hypnosis, lights, sounds, making me see them as those I love, etc. to learn how to control my behavior to not only think like me, but to start being me in dreams; only they are not me... they are them using my soul to act like themselves. The horror of what I’m living through is unimaginable. Only the HAARPists know because they are also raping me with the abject horror of what they’re making sure I live through via remote viewing and mind control to ‘break me body, mind, and soul’ while making me live through their snuff film. Right now, all I hear in my head is my skull cracking in various places, my neck vertebrae throbbing with pulsing laser lights, and my vagina going ding, ding, ding. This is what they think they have a right to make someone live through every second of every day -- three years while I realize and prior to that over 15 years. that I know of from signs I posted on hubpages and on the forum..   I realize it’s impossible to imagine this, which is why I put my site up and include research as I live through this nightmare; a nightmare they want to share with me so I can share with all of you. I included the radio player for you to hear and feel different songs. How does it make you feel? They’re all my favorites. If you hit the next button, ask yourself why. This is what they’re doing in your head with sounds you don’t hear. On the page “the brain” I included some research studies on “the brain on music” (video also). Growing up in a house with seven children, I noticed the TV was always on, people always running around shouting, etc. Living alone I found I kept the TV or music on while studying, washing dishes, reading, etc. Noisy backgrounds help me concentrate. According to these studies, music or background noise stimulates the brain triggering more brain activity that can be utlitized in various ways. It might take some practice, what sounds/words brings your attention to what you’re listening to while reading? If your attention is brought back to the music, why? Consider buzzing sounds in your ears. Hear them often? Since when? It isn’t normal... like a chiroprator told me when I had a very stiff neck after breaking a mirror off of my windshield when I was in an accident and everyone told me a stiff neck was normal. She replied, “Getting hit in the back of the head with a baseball bat isn’t normal. The pain later might be. But the incident isn’t.” We are living through many incidents that aren’t normal and being forced on us. Much like they are constantly raping me (flaying the flesh from my soul!) isn’t normal, neither is buzzing noises, buzzing feet, restless leg syndrome, leaky nose because they’re frying your brain, cartiledge seeping from your nose, skiin separating from your toe nails, “strange sounds” videos, chemtrails, HAARPs existence, MKULTRA testimonies being confirmed before Congress and receiving no justice, and soooo many more. None of these are normal. All research points to our government. A government put in place and fought for by the founding fathers of our country. A government that is now leaning on ‘terrorism’ as a means to remove all freedoms guaranteed us by our constitution. We should be entangling every one of their moves up in the constitution instead of them entangling all of our rights up in more laws designed to remove our rights and the constitution. All of this in the name of ‘national defense’. My question is: “Whose nation?”  According to the British Minister of Defense on the History Channel, That’s Impossible Mind Control, “Whoever controls our thoughts,  controls the world” ... whose world? The purpose of this site is to share my research and information that led me to the conspiracies of HAARP, Project Montauk, and Project Blue Beam. What led me on this path is the past three years of horror and prior to that over 15 years of being ‘buzzed’ with radio and nanowaves. Living through a ‘nightmare they wanted to share with me”.  They are able to control your mind and behavior with light (TV set in your head--dreams) and sound (feelings) -- who are they? Everything leads to the above mentioned government ‘projects’ that we all know exist(ed). Scalar waves are easy to manipulate and manufacture since they’re naturally occuring soundwaves formed in the human body, By vibrating the epidermal and points of your central nervous system (chakras or nerve plexus(s), they are able to tell you how to think and feel without you ‘hearing’ them. They are able to bypass your ears and use your own voice (or others) in your head with a ‘soundboard’ to make you believe you’re the only one in your head ... or not. They are not audible - not, not there! How did they make my dreams my reality and my “virtual reality” (HAARPs ionization field or the astral plane, Scientific America’s article from Dec 2010’s ‘dark realm’ or ‘parallel universe’)... Project Blue Beam’s blue beam :: my videos depict the blue light (life energy or scalar waves they’re using)... why? virtual reality world? glaxay? How? What science? I know they are using my head and a great many buildings. institutes around the globe where they have my ‘energy’. Replicating science by replicating a brain, a body, a mind, a soul, a world. My latest research has led me to STED technology: “an ‘advancement in supercontinuum technologies”. STIMULATED EMISSION DEPLETION MICROSCOPY (STED) technology can be used to image intact, living, multicellular organisms. STED microscopy uses different soundwaves pulsing or “pumping up” (power level of sound) to breakdown the bodies proteins to create a natural fluorescent dye then image the ‘organism” (human body in my case) on a molecular level. Now ... keep in mind, I’m gathering the information and putting it all together as I live through this ... I could record these videos of being blasted with sound waves every second of every day, which is already difficult due to the pure pain and horror I’m being subjected to. With my eyeball growing 2 inches out of my head (STED to an extreme), twirling telephone poles all around, or jumping pine needles ... all the while they keep ‘sugar plums dancing in my head’ of a ‘snuff film that would make Guatanamo Bay horror stories a picnic with those you cherish. welcometomygalaxy Introduction Over 3 years ago, someone walked up behind me on a sidwalk of Chicago, zapped the back of my neck with some sort of a gadget and walked away. This during a time when my dreams and my life was becoming something indefinable.